so i realized something this weekend...

I don't like going out to clubs alone anymore. Used to be a time when i would be out three or four night a week....didn't matter that i was going alone...because when i got there.. i felt at ease. Dancing.. drinking and being social... there were always people i knew.. people that i was happy to see and people that were happy to see me..

On sat i decided to go out with my sister and brother in law to the one year anniversary of Nacotheque. After a few hours of feeling like the third wheel they left and i was left to my own devices.
There was no one to converse to. I saw a few people i knew, but it seems like all the people i used to have fun with.. dance...drink and all that...it's like i was no longer welcome because i don't go out every weekend anymore.
I felt out of place.. slightly bored and generally annoyed that i hadn't planned this outing of mine better...that i hadn't called my friends ahead of time to make sure they'd be out so i wasn't so alone.

So i called the one person i knew would be around, kross.
I jet to rated x and for the first time all night actually feel welcome. He managed to put me at ease and even though I don't go out except for special occasions now-a-days he was the same old kross... aways welcoming...always friendly.
thank you kross!

Oh, and of course i saw Andy. Another friend who it was a relief to see. Unfortunately by the time he came i was all ready to call it a night.

I consider myself a pretty friendly person..generally outgoing. But it seems that's not enough in the "club scene". You have to be a constant presence otherwise .. you don't count. Which i understand...but as someone who works promoting these nights.. and used to be.. i guess what you would call a club rat..it was a bit of a reality check when i found myself feeling out of place.

But now that i know.. i know that i should for my own sake not venture into the club world alone anymore.

My club rat days are over.

robyn's stolen survey that was stolen by anthony

3 word survey

1. Where is your cell phone?
in my bag

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend?
a loving partner

3. Your hair?
is au natural

4. Your mother?
is like me

5. Your father?
hardest worker i know..(this 3 word thing is hard..i give up)

6. Your favorite item?
my DS...the novelty of it is still going strong..

7. Your dream last night?
don't remember

8. Your favorite drink?
coffee...wine...

9. Your dream car?
VW bug.. convertable.. blue...

10. The room you are in?
its a loft office so.. there's just one room

12. Your fear?
spiders...the dark...dying alone...

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
happy... fulfilled

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
gavin...

15. What you're not?
tall

16. Muffins?
meh

17: One of your wish list items?
house >>>ditto

18: Who do you like?
you >>>> heh.. yeah that

19. The last thing you did?
work...and then bullshitting on myspace

20. What are you wearing?
jeans and a long sleeve shirt

22. Your favorite book?
tons

23. The last thing you ate?
cereal

24. Your life?
is awesome

25. Your mood?
blah

26. Your Friends?
are the coolest cats around :P

27. What are you thinking about right now?
image requests that are rolling in

28. Your car:
don't have one

29. What are you doing at the moment?
this

30. Your summer?:
going to quito....

31. Your relationship status?
commited

32. What is on your tv?
nothing..i'm at work

33. When is the last time you laughed?
this morning

34. Last time you cried?
dunno.. been a while

35. School?
been there...yes